Child within us !

Hi Readers,

Today I read a line "Grow Mature but don't kill Child within you " and it made me to think.. and realize about it to be so true !!

We always strive to become.. big.. mature and more practical in this mean world , and often kill child within us. We do not open ourself .. or those.. feelings which are there in our heart hiding somewhere leads to our childhood.. leads to our innocence , leads to our curious nature , leads to explore world through our eyes.

Since Childhood, we aim to become those big giants , we aim to become a mature social person and in the midst of it , we get disconnected to our roots , we go far away from our soul or those small desires. and later realize that ultimate happiness lies in simple moments spend with loved ones , those moments which makes us happy , which makes us connected.

You show your inner side only to those with whom you are comfortable and forms a big part of your life. Eating an ice cream in a midnight , shouting on streets , laughing stupidly and having an urge to sing , dance , clap etc makes you happy without any expense.

Its just depends on you , How you make your life ? How you take up things and deal with it ?
You are not successful if you miss to see first step of your 1 year old son.
You will not be happy if you can't have a single dinner with your loved ones.
and You have not lived your life if you have not made your family laughed on those stupid jokes.

Here , Wishing you good luck to keep your child active and naughty within you to enjoy your life fully with your loved ones and stay blessed.

Tum aa gye..

एक खाली सा मन लिए जिए जा रही थी मैं ,
अकेले  रास्ते पे खुद ही चल थी थी मैं ..

ना  जाने कहाँ से  मेरी ज़िन्दगी में  तुम आ गए …
एक पल में मुझी को मुझ से चुरा के ले गये

दिन वीरान से , रातें सुनी सी गुज़ार रही थी मैं,
खुद को खुद ही से .. जुदा मान रही थी मैं ..
ना जाने कैसे यह पल मुझे तुम  दे गए ...
जीने का एक हसीं बहाना बनके तुम  आ गये.

दिल  की तमनाओं को यूँही दबा रही थी मैं,
इस सन्नाते  को ही  अपना मान रही थी मैं ..
न जाने कब  इस दिल के उलझे तार तुम छेड़  गए ..
अपनी चाहत बनाकर के मुझे  ले गये.

चुप सा हो गया था मेरा मन और धडकनों को भी दबा रही थी मैं,
ख़ामोशी को ही अपने जीवन में उतार रही थी मैं ..
ना जाने कैसे एक कशिश , एक एहसास तुम जगा गये ..
मेरी होती इस गुमनाम हस्ती को फिर से मेरे से मिलवा गए .

खुद से ही नाराज़ हो कर जी रही  थी मैं,
हर किसी को पराया मान रही थी मैं ..
ना जाने ज़िन्दगी के कौन से पहलु तुम मुझे दिखा गए ..
मेरे जीवन में हर रंग भरने को तुम आ गये.

तुम आ गये ...

Wandering Thoughts !!

Hi Readers,

Last time , I wrote about discovering your soul within you in my last post.

Today , I am on the way to discover myself in a new way.
Life is really unpredictable and you really don't know what moment has been in store for you which can change your life completely.

Its raining outside and I am again in midst of my thoughts and wondering what got change in me in these years ..

Few years back , I was little girl  free from inside but didn't have wings to fly .
Some years back , I got to know How to open my wings but didn't have courage to fly.
Today , I have wings ... I know how to fly ... but waiting for right time to take off.

Its all about our mindset to decide our destiny and stay upon it until you reach.
Life is all about sharing... to share your soul... to share your passion.. to share your life with someone whom you can blindly trust and love unconditionally.

Few years back , I wonder when I see people struggling to have some time for themselves... and
Today , I am same like them.. struggling to get some time for myself and let my thoughts wander.
It also depends on priorities.. what priorities you set in your life and how you balance them.

In life , Some moments make you still and rethink that whether I am leading to right path or not , or whether I will make it or not..
That time , becomes the turning point of your life.. when you believe to achieve your destiny without any other thought or belief.


I guess , its enough for now to letting my thoughts wandering ..
Wish you all a happy and positive life ahead .

Discover !!

Hi Reader ,

Its been a long time since I have written anything .. hmm.. aah.. sometimes.. you just want to be silent and keep wandering in your thoughts , without letting anyone know around you.

Today.. a random thought came into my my mind - "You can spend your entire life .. to discover yourself " . You can spend your whole life to know about yourself , your dreams , passions , your shortcoming, etc.

Every Moment you do something either for you or your loved one , you learn something... you learn to love , learn to be protective , learn to be cautious , learn to be jealous , learn to be someone .
But Do you really know who are you inside ? do you really want to be kind  ? Do you really wanted to be praised ? Do you really want to be yourself like you are now.

Some people find themselves really happy , because they love for what they are today .. But some people do not and that's why they look for other people to get a stamp of being good.
Its not about what people say , or what people judge about you...
What's matters is YOU .

What  you think about yourself ? How you treat yourself ? Do you really like to be what you are today ? Do you really want to be some one else ?

If you think or believe that you are cool , stud , handsome etc it will reflect in your thoughts or in a way it will reflect in your personality but if you just try to be like that and do not believe from your soul , you can't be.

So what if you are different from others ? , so what if you do not posses anything fab ? , Is it really matter if you do not go well with others.?

No , It does not matter until you are happy with yourself.
If you happy with your consent , nobody can make you feel defeated or ignored.

Discovering yourself is not a matter of months or trying out some old tricks to know about you .
Its about discovering yourself through different emotions or situations you get to face in reality and still make your presence inside you.

Its about , know your inner desires , know your limits , know your soul and set it FREE.
Every person is beautiful from inside if they know what really their soul wants rather than their minds or outer personality.

Peace lies within yourself . If you are happy being a shoemaker and doing your job sincerely then you are at peace rather than sitting in an office of 300 sq yard , cheating out people around you.


Wishing you a wonderful journey to discover yourself as it leads a rocky path. :)
The ultimate joy comes when you get to know the reason of being YOU in this world.

sadak ke us paar..

 आज भी सड़क के उस पार देखती हूँ मैं ..
आज भी गली के उस ऒर झांकती हूँ मैं।।
जहाँ खुशियाँ बस्ती थी मेरी
जहाँ ज़िन्दगी चलती थी मेरी।।

इस पार भी मेरा ही जहां है
उस  पार भी मेरा ही आसमान था

पर क्यूँ  आखिर क्यूँ  इस पार से

उस पार जाने को आज भी तड़पती हूँ मैं।।
एक बार फिर उस नीले आकाश में उड़ने को तरसती हूँ मैं।।

इस पार भी लोग हैं।
उस पार भी मेरे अपने थे।।

पर क्यूँ  आखिर क्यूँ  इस पार

कुछ खो  सा गया है .. जिसे हर तरफ धुन्धती फिरती हूँ मैं।।
इस भीड़  में भी एक गुमनाम सी बनी घुमती हूँ मैं।।

इस पार भी धुप चमकती है
उस पार भी रौशनी होती थी।।

पर क्यूँ  आखिर क्यूँ  इस पार

अपना साया नही देख पाती हूँ मैं।।
अपने अक्स को खोते हुए चलती हूँ मैं।।

इस पार भी दिल धडकता है मेरा।।
उस पार भी दिल आहें भरता था।।

पर क्यूँ  आखिर क्यूँ  इस पार

अपने जीने की वजह  खोज रही हूँ मैं।।
एक रात के ख़तम होने का इंतज़ार कर रही हूँ मैं।।

(एक लड़की  की कहानी उसी की जुबानी , जो एक चमचमाती रौशनी लिए हुए सड़क के दोनों किनारों का  फरक समझ रही है और उसी में अपनी पहचान धुंध रही है )