Peace !

Hello Readers,

I am writing this post after quite a long time.Its been months that I have not written anything for myself and when I tried to find put reason behind this , I found that I was missing most important thing in my life and that was : PEACE.

What is Peace ? From where it comes ? Every person wants it in his life , everyone wants to lead a peaceful life and for that they even give up their limits to attain it. Everyday.. everyone is running behind it to get a sad free , problem free and tears free life.

I find it more interesting to find out the core reason behind it than running behind it. We daily get ourselves surrounded by thoughts , good or bad, we keep on dwelling in our past , building future and afterwards this leads us to different kinds of emotions like anger , happy , sad , aggression , laugh etc.

Human is really an unusual creation of GOD ! . We keep on finding or analysing ourselves from outer perspective , if they treat us good , we feel happy and if they treat us bad , we feel sad , But do we really understand what we should we feel about ourselves.

Some Scholars had told methods to find peace like Stay Calm , do not react , do not talk , keep fast , go to religious places , go Himalayas , change your thoughts etc.  But I do not believe in this artifacts or sayings.

I believe that if you love what you are doing , if you are around people whom you love and if you have life you ever wanted than I can say that " You are in peace" . Its good to desire , its good to have ambitions , its good to face challenges until you find yourself as the person you were at the end.
To attain success , the first step should be having peace within yourself.

If you can get happy when you win then you should stay happy too if you lose. Its good to win and keep on winning but if you know how to face your failure then you are a real Winner.

I can see peace in eyes of a mother when she serve food to her child , I can see peace in laugh of a small girl when she gets her new doll. and I can see peace everywhere if you are spending a free happy moment in your present.

Many times , we do not get whatever we desire and strive for and if coin had flipped for you then you should make best of it whatever comes in your life. Every thing or every moments comes with a reason in your life so if you are still not able to find reason behind it , then also Believe in yourself  and Keep faith . You will definitely find happiness if you make peace with your unfulfilled desires.

If your past was not good , it will always haunt you , its better to make peace with your past as it has saif : The opposite of love isn't hate, it's apathy .

At last , I would like to conclude that if life gives you 1000 reasons to cry then also do not forget those 100 reasons to smile which can make these 1000 equals to 0 .

Stay Blessed !
Stay Happy !

Khamoshi

aajkal dil udne lagaa hai..

Hawaon se baatein karne lagaa hai..

Ek naya sa ehsaas hai..

kisi ki mujhe talaash hai..

kahin yeh woh to nhi..

Haan yeh wohi to hai..

Har samay pyaar mein duba rehta hai man..

Har aahat jaise chupke se kehti ho "O sun"

Dhadhakein bhaag rhi hain kisi ki or

jaane kis raah pe chal padhi hun dhundhti hui shor

Na raat ko chain aata hai naa din mein aaram..

jaane kya sapne hain yeh .. jaane kya inki daastan..

ek ghadi thehar se gyi hai..

ek meri hasti kho si gyi hai..

aaj to use mein yeh batlaungi..

ek nayi kashti mein behna chahungi..

Hawaa ki rawaani hai yeh..

ya koi zazbaat romaani hai yeh..

woh aa rha hai us modh se meri taraf..

asmanjas mein khadi hui dekh rhi hun main uski taraf..

Kaise samjhaun , kaise batlaun ,

kaise apni mohabbat ka izhaar karun,

Tum hi btaa do kaise main tumse pyaar karun..

Tabhi meri zindagi bikhar gyi

Tabhi meri khushi andhere mein kho gyi..

Woh paas aaya aur bola

"  Tumhara naam kya hai ? "

Aur main bas haathon se ishaara karti reh gyi..

Kabhi bol nhi sakti main..yehi hai meri taqdeer mein likha

Gumnaam hoke reh jaayegi meri mohabbat ..

a khuda.. tune aisa kyun kiya ?

(First feelings of love for a Dumb Girl )

Zindagi..

गाड़ियों के शोरगुल में ख़ामोशी कहीं खो सी गयी है 

भागती हुई दुनिया  में ज़िन्दगी कहीं खो सी गयी है 

चिंताओं से घिरा है आजकल हर इंसान ,

फुर्सत के पलों में भी  माथे पे सिलवटें हैं तान .

छोटी सी उम्र है सबकी ..सब अपने भविष्य से हैं अनजाने..

देर ना लग जाए समझने में इस ज़िन्दगी के हसीं अफ़साने ..

दौड़ते हुए  यह लम्हे , अपना ठहराव खोने लगे हैं..

ख्वाब पुरे करने में लगे हुए , अपने रंग छोड़ने लगे हैं..

ज़िन्दगी की उलझनों में डूबा हुआ .. हर आदमी है आजकल..

ठंडी हवाओं में भी.. एक तपन का एहसास लिए हुए चल रहा है आजकल..

भूल रहा है वोह  ज़िन्दगी के  असली मायने..

वोह प्यार के फ़साने.. , वोह गीत पुराने..

खुदी  से खफा है , खुद से परेशान 

खुद हो चुका है  खुदी  से अनजान..

भीड़ का हिसा बना हुआ .. राहों को मंजिलें  समझता हुआ चले जा रहा है..

एक इमारत के ऊपर दूसरी इमारत खड़े किये जा रहा है..

रिश्तों में भी मतलब निकालने लगा है..

अपने ही खून को पराया मान ने लगा है..

रास्तों  पे चलते हैं अगर आप .. एक पत्थर से पत्थर ना बन जाइए..

आते हुए फूलों को चुन ने के लिए .. एक प्रयास तो  कर जाइए.. 

एक पल की दुरी का हिसाब नही लगा सकते आप..

उस माँ के टूटते दिल को संभाल नही सकते आप..

ख़ुशी मिलेगी आपको .. ख़ुशी बांटे हुए चलिए..

यह एक ज़िन्दगी है.. इसे जिंदगानी  बनाते हुए चलिए..

I am a Queen

I am a queen...

Yeah , I am only a queen.

I was shiney , I was beauiful , I was Vibrant...

Tell me O God, Why you punished me , Why you betrayed me , Why you made me a Queen..

I was Cheerful , I was happy , I was free..

Tell me O God , Why you put me in these gold chains, Why you made meto stay behind these royal bricks , Why you made me a Queen...

I wanted to Fly , I wanted to laugh , I wanted to Dance...

Tell me O God , Why you cut my wings , Why you put me in these Heavy shoes , Why you made me a Queen...

I was different , I was lovable , I was Brave..

Tell me O God, Why took away all my courage, Why you put me in Rules, Why you made me a Queen..

I had friends , I had family, I had my Love..

Tell me O God , Why you gave me Slaves, Why you killed my family , Why you made a Queen..

I liked him , I admired him , I loved him..

Tell me O God, Why you defeated me , Why you stealed my happiness , Why you made me a Queen..

I was a Little girl , I was somebody's daughter , I could be somebody's lover..

Tell me O God , Why you took away my innocence , Why you hurted my feelings , Why you made me a Queen..

(A girl chosen to sit on throne after the war which took away everything from her and gave her tears for life . God played his worst card upon her and made her a QUEEN )

Its "New" Delhi

Hi Readers,

After a long time.. I am writing a new post... I know.. its tough to stay without me.. so here I am again.. to tell you one of my experiences with Life .

Well , I shifted to New Delhi around 3 weeks back , left Bangalore or I should say Bengaluru.. a place which gave me a lot of funny , cool , interesting , new moments to live up. But some places are meant to be "Move on" . So.. I came up here -- "Saadi Dillli " .

New Delhi - 2012 , Its a new year ... new phase.. new city... new people... new culture.  Delhi is not so new to me like B'lore but yeah still it folds many things inside it. So in this post .. i would like to share my first view of Delhi -- capital of India.

Inspite of having a Proud feeling for having a stay at Capital of india , I would like to show you a different side of Delhi.

"New" Delhi -- Its really new to me as staying in a city gives you a different experience than visiting it only on vacations. I found many unusual things here like..

--- People are loud here so if you were using Ear Machine , Don't change your Batteries.

--- Everybody speaks Hindi and other local forms of Hindi , So do read your Hindi text books well.

--- For Single Guys , Its a Heaven of Girls , you can see many good looking species here But yeah Don't  judge Book by his cover.

--- You can find lot of Hangout places here and Extra Cheerful People around you , So you will never feel alone here or you can't find any place to stay alone .

--- This is the destination place for Foodie people who likes to eat , eat and eat , You will get lots of varieties with cheap prices and you can also Officially declared as Gullible.

--- Every 2nd Aunty or 4th Uncle  will treat you as unknown kind of species if you have not tasted "Bitto " or "Pappu de Chole Bature " from local society Market.

--- Every 3rd corner of Delhi , you can find Aggarwal Sweets shop as if only people having surname Aggarwal knows how to make sweets .

--- Trafffffiiiicccc .... The moment you speak about it , the moment you will be stucked in it. Here Drivers are not drivers , they are actually Pilots because they know How to FLY cars well. and Yeah it is a famous excuse for being late in a  party , meeting or

--- Weather - Now days , its cool out here... No Sweating .. No Shivering.. According to Delhi weather Experts, its best weather you will feel in whole year for 15-20 days.

--- Aey Bhaiya, Oye , O teri , Kahan hai bey .. such words you will hear casusually out here and Don't mix feelings of  a person with his words.. There is a lot Difference here.

So This is just a Short Overview of Delhi , will keep posting  about it.